Life is all about choices. Right or wrong,good or bad,
These decisions are what make us who we are.
Let every bad decision teach you a lesson about yourself
that you can use for the rest of your life.
Let every right choice be an affirmation that you are on the right track
and allow it to motivate you to keep moving in the right direction.
Making wise choices is rarely easy,but as long as you know
what you are made of, the consequences are a little easier to accept
James Williamson
I thought about this year of 2009, I was very moved to share with you
from my HEART at this time of my life.
Today there is no mistake that you & I have crossed each others path. (I am thankful)
I believe I am here in your life at the perfect timing & you in mine as well. I call these divine appointments.
My gift from the Lord is to give “THE LOVE OF CHRIST” from my HEART to the lost, strayed ,abandoned ,rejected, & orphaned.
This gift from God is to Help the broken & lonely HEARTS.
The Gift God gave blessed me with is to encourage and lift your spirit up through praying for you.
A gift to help and mentor & encourage you through the Holy Spirits guidance.
A gift to help & be the bright light of positivity in your life with the Holy Spirits knowledge and wisdom and direction.
A gift to help you on your way through this Journey of life together as Sisters in Christ. I can see you right where you are in life today. I have experienced some of your losses.
I have experienced bad reports from the doctor, I went through shock & numbness, But my report of a clean bill of health comes from my JESUS my Lord and Savior
I have experienced neglect abuse ,rejection ,abandonment ,been mocked ,made fun of from my mockers and haters, and called unnecessary names.
I have been accused of many things by my mockers & haters. I have experienced mental,verbal & physical abuse.
I have lost most of my family members starting from a very young age (3 months old), I have experienced much grief & loss. I felt helpless & so empty. what about you? You too?
I have experienced much pain and suffering and loss in my HEART issue that took me down a dark path & away from the light.
I experienced much pain loneliness & suffering I felt so helpless as if there was no one or nobody there for me
My HEART issue had a huge VOID & a “feeling” of loneliness & depression. Children of God rely on the Holy Spirit not their “Feelings”
Today I can say this Journey in Life with MY HEAVENLY FATHER His Son Jesus & the Holy Spirit has set me FREE! from my HEART issues they are all listed in the ABOVE’s I’ve mentioned earlier in this writing.
I might have an idea where you have been. I more than likely have walked in some of your shoes.
I probably know how you feel & how you want to TRUST. It was hard for me to TRUST till I TRUSTED JESUS my Lord and Savior.
It was hard to let others in I was a closed book. I did not want others to get close to me.
I thought I was in control of everyone & everything. And I found out God was the only one in total control.
I had a wall up no one could get through or over or around. ONLY! My Lord and Savior
I had so much bottled up inside & hid away & did not want anyone to find out the truth! that was many years ago(you can’t hide from God). (1993)Today I can stand and say that wall has totally come down all the way and everything has been exposed and surfaced and dealt with through the love of Jesus Healing my HEART issues. He is the ONLY one who can come in and Heal my HEART issue
The dark that lingered for so long in my HEART is now flooded with the “OVERWHELMING LOVE” of Jesus my Lord and Savior & I no longer yield to suffering ,depression ,sadness or loneliness. I yield to My Lord and Savior & pray MIGHTILY! and thank Him every day!
Does this sound like you can relate to any of this at all? Are there any pointers here for you? What is your HEART hearing today?
I started in 1993 the Process for my human HEART issue Jesus saved me and became my Lord and Savior /counseling. Thank you, Lord,It was all in Gods timing!
I had to admit & stop hiding! no more denying the truth!. be responsible take ownership and become accountable and make a CHOICE I have choices!. I realized I could no longer live my life on my own and stop living life alone and stop living life for me and I needed my Lord! HE HEALED ME! HE HEALS ALL! HE IS THE ONLY HEALER!
Being selfish, self-centered, being all about me I finally realized it’s not about me! I gave it all up and chose Him! its about Him! It’s what He did for me on the cross! its not what happened to me.
it’s all for Gods Glory! Praise! and Honor!
I stopped feeling sorry for myself and got rid of the victim mentality! I chose to let it go! let it go! let it ALL go! now I have victory! I AM VERY VICTORIOUS!
I needed help guidance & direction & most of all WISDOM from the HOLY SPIRIT who lives inside of me.
I gave up my life of rebelling, running and hiding and avoiding the truth, I gave it all to God!
I took off all the masks I was wearing and let go of my past it was no ones fault it was just what was handed to me and I had a choice now what am I going to do?, I stopped carrying the past around with me and put it down It was a burden and to heavy and I could never change myself or help myself with out trusting and leaning on Him and let Jesus in to see my weaknesses and get my HEART issue healed.
I stopped! carrying all the baggage/stuff/past/garbage, the world, on my shoulders it was never intended for me to fix me or make me right or ever to think I could fix me!!!! IT WAS FOR HIM TO HEAL ME AND DELIVER ME SO I LET GO AND LET HIM and FINALLY I chose to let Jesus help me! I’m His child I know who I belong to and I know my identity
That was hard IT WAS ALL I NEW and did not know any better but now I do. I was a single mother for a very long time and that was tough! I did it with my Lord’s help! (Thank you )
I finally forgave myself and asked others to forgive me I stopped blaming myself and let go of my faults, hurts ,pain ,shame & guilt these are not from the Lord and they are like the plagues and will eat you from inside out and you could die Spiritually and physically from the toxic poison. finally I gave it all over to Jesus and let it all go and He came in and immersed me with His overwhelming LOVE and the healing process started in my HEART with all those issues I carried with me for so many years just not knowing I didn’t have to! (thank you my Lord and Savior for saving me)
I have been set FREE! from those shackles and chains of bondage and now I am at peace and have such a comfort and Love in my HEART it’s so filled with Jesus’s OVERWHELMING LOVE it comes with such JOY! & FREEDOM! LOVE!, LAUGHTER!, LIFE!, LIKE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR TO CONSTANTLY BREATHING! AND DELIVERANCE & HEALING!!!!
I am learning to keep my eyes off of me and keep it in Jesus and Others. I now have ACCOUNTABILITY RESPONSIBILITY and SHARING THE GOSPEL WITH LOVE for my Lord.
I DON’T TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED AND I LIVE LIFE AS IF TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY MY LAST BREATH HERE ON THIS EARTH!
I Bless you and pray for you that this Transformation in my Christian walk will give you a Fresh Breath Of Air and I pray and ask God to lighten any STUFF you may be carrying today from your PAST.
I Bless you and Pray for you that Gods Spirit will Heal your Human HEART AND ALL THE ISSUES it comes with and that He will be YOUR LORD AND SAVIOR and FLOOD your HEART with the HIS OVERWHELMING Power of His Love.
BLESSINGS HUGS AND PRAYERS
Scripture on the HEART
Proverbs 3:3-4 Let love and faithfulness never leave you;
bind them around your neck,
write them on the tablet of your HEART.
Then you will win favor and a good name
in the sight of God and man.
Ezekiel 36:26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
Written 12/19/2009
Accept differences,Be kind,Count your Blessings,Dream,Express thanks,Forgive,Give freely,Harm no one,Keep confidence,Love truely,Nurture hope,Open your mind,Pack lightly,Seek wisdom,Touch hearts,Understand,Value truth,Win graciously.
Unconditional Love
understanding
compromise
dont hold a grudge
forgivness
“these are words from a couple that has been married for 80 years she is 97 & he is 98”
“Patience is a Virtue” Good things come in time to those who wait. And believe me the waiting part was so worth it!
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